I Heart Scarves.

Being a 'tudung-wearing girl woman, I always think that tudung is the most important accessory in order to enhance your look or the total outfit for the day. The color, the material or even the style is also contribute a lot.

Remember last time on 'tudung wardina' style? Every gal used to wear their tudung just like hers. Celebrity is just plain lucky, they set a style then comes the follower and currently is the 'Tudung Ekin/Munawwarah' mania. This has become a trend in my office now. It seems like every girl, in every level of the building, in every department and in every section has at least one person wearing this style. Only a few are not following the trend now like me and a few of my friends. Actually. i really want to try but i am afraid of the duplication. How we saw everyday, out of 80% of the tudung ekin gals in the office, 50% were caught wearing the same style and color especially the ones with patterns. and people around were like " Eeehhh, tudung ko sama lah dengan tudung dia..bla bla bla..". Besides from afraid of the 'duplication issue', the main issue is I don't think i am suitable enough to wear it. I've tried my colleague's but all I can see in the mirror is a set of bun, extra chubby face like it is ready to blow up.. Haha, exagerate..exagerate.. No, really i have a set of very chubby face since i was small that everybody will say "tembamnya" aside from "sombongnya" or garangnya" remark when they first met me.

The only tudung that compliments my chubby face is the typical square scarves like bawal or, chiffon or the polyester. Bawal tudung is a basic tudung every gal should have. Koman-koman mesti ada tiga punya (in white, black or cream). This bawal tudung reminds me of the memories when i was working with N3C. I chose to have a simple bawal with a simple sulaman and beads only because it's cheaper than the over-the-top beads, or stones or sulaman. In fact all the female engineers were only wearing simple tudung everyday. But the female operators were vice versa. They have some sort of 'competing' with each other on "who is wearing the most heavy tudung with lots of stones and sulam". Seriously, your eyes will get itch of the sparkle especially when they walked in group.. Hahaha.. exagerate lagi.. I once was suprised when the akak process checker told the price of her tudung. it's 2 ratus beb... But then again, lantaklah orang tu nak pakai apa pun, duit dia bukan duit aku..hahaha.

Besides the muticolor bawal, i also like pattern scarves especially the ones with the RM 10 price. I have lots of them. colorful and very easy to wear and very cheap too. But the problem is there were few times a bought a "wrong" scarves. I don't know why but some of them is very hard to wear. I ended up wasting my time by choosing a different scarve as a last resort. I have around 12 can't-use-scarve and that is like wasting a hundred.. Hmmm..

Finally, I discover the Donatella and Mortada scarves. Not only for their pretty design but very affordable too. Some Mortada scarves have a similar design and material with Tie Rack's. How cool is that? and even cooler that you can get it a 1/3 of Tie Rack price. However, Tie Rack still offer the most quirky and lovable design of all. I always wonder how come they could come out with such a fabalous design??

These are among my first Mortada scarves. Notice the similar color? Because i was trying to suit my office uniform only later to find out that wearing the same color from head to toe it is soo yesterday..

These are my Tie Rack's. I got the first few from a friend who went for a vacation in Melbourne. The rest i got from sales blog Bulan Luna and Cinta Boutique. How i love dealing with them especially Bulan Luna for the super quick email responds and delivery and also being very-very friendly too. and luckily, at our office there are like 3 people je yang pakai Tie Rack,so selamat lah dari jadi mangsa duplicate.

These are another sets of scarves with yummy colors. But seriously, those yang shining tu sangat susah nak pakai. Setiap kali pakai mesti jatuh turun ke dahi.

I just got these Mortadas last monday and suddenly realized i bought more green color.

I got my Mortadas usually from Turkuaz boutique (opposite Sogo KL). The scarves here are very rare but as i went last monday, not much scarves left but i still bought three. The good thing about this boutique is they offer a membership card which entitle us to get 10% off the total amount. But the bad thing is some of the (indonesian) SA is arrogant macamlah jadi SA kat high-end boutique. Kat kedai jual tudung pun ko nak berlagak. Since i am looking for more scarves, i went window-shoped at Semua House and discover Dirs. My goodness..this is the heaven of all scarves. Many many many kind of scarves with pretty colors and design. How come i didn't discover this place earlier?? sungguh menyesal sebab dah beli 3 scarves tu.. and the SA is very good. She just let me to choose and wander around. Tak bunyik ape pun. and the best part is Mortada scarves at Dirs is RM3 cheaper than at Turkuaz.. lebih menyesal.. Tie Rack lookalike design pun punyelah banyak...

I am sharing my opinion with you gals as I know many people are drooling over Tie Rack's and Mortada is a very good bargain. No, this is not an advertorial but i like to share my happy moments so that you can be happy with pretty scarves too.. Hahaha..

Now the question is, when will i get to slim down my face? I want to wear tudung ekin... Huwaaa..

Special Entry for Mr. Husband.

Saya jarang terpanggil untuk menulis tentang suami saya. Kali ni ya, ada ruang dan masa untuk bercerita mengenai beliau.

Those who know me tahu yg suami saya adalah my childhood friend. We have known each other since like..forever!! To cut it short, after years tak berjumpa, we met again after few telephone conversation and decided to be a couple. Just after a few months of our relationship, my mom passed away. It was the most hurtful and the hardest moment in my life. ( in fact for the whole family.) Since that, our relationship has become stronger, he is my new shoulder to cry on. We tied the knot after 3 years of relationship and it was the happiest moment in my life.

I like my baju nikah very much.

We are two different people in a sense of lifestyle and thinking. My husband is so much a kampung boy and so do I. But since i went to different places during my secondary school and uni, and also met different kind of people, being exposed to different kind of culture, so I'll get to be different from him. While him on the other hand, has been exposed to his family bussiness, family rituals and everything is just evolved around the family thus that makes him kinda static. I am such a planner, i love to organize things and want things to be fully organize. While he is a last minute man. He doesn't like to plan things and end up make things worse. Usually, we will end up with an argument. Hahaha. My husband is also a people's person. He mingles with the society for all the makciks-atuk-nenek-budak-anak dara-, everyone. Unlike me. I'm quite a cold person. He loves to attend kenduri and he involved in berzanji group.

berzanji masa kenduri aqiqah Sarah.

Papa and Sarah.

To be honest, my husband is not a demanding person, he does not know how to dress up in branded clothes or to have a fine dining (seriously he never eats pizza/pasta when we first got together) or even to shop for himself. That explains why our first date was at gerai mamak aje. His shopping heaven is 'bundle' and he loves RM5 watch that lasts for 3 months. Jimat, he said. While me, on the other hands is vice versa. I love everything in the world as long as i can afford it. I may or have the opportunity to fulfill my desire, afterall i am a working lady. But i am not a shopaholic also, i planned my shopping and also my saving.

There are some people asked me why i chose him. He does not have the same level of education as mine (which some of you people, may put it as a top criteria) and he does not hold a 9 to 5 job. The answer is simple, because it's my fate. and I believe Allah has chose the right person to guide me. Insyaallah. Although he does not hold a secure job, insyallah rezeki itu ada di mana-mana. We do not know our future but we can work harder towards a better life.

After one month we got married, he replace his car with the Old red BMW and we moved out from my daddy's house to our own. He really likes his new(second hand) car but I don't. Because it consume more fuel and higher maintenance. Afterall, I got one so why need another car? The house is actually belongs to my PIL. My PIL has lots of rental houses with total accumulated 30++ houses in this area. So they reserved a few houses for their 8 child. Although it is small, we are very fortunate and thankful for not having to pay for the rental at all. My house is just a few steps away from my PIL's and to me that is hard. At first i felt very annoyed when they keep asking us where we are headed for, Beli apa? Buat apa? and their endless kenduri is driving me nuts!! They likes to chit-chat, and kunjung mengunjung ke rumah orang tapi saya suka memerap kat rumah, lagi-lagi sejak ada streamyx ni. I still feel the same thing now but i just have to bear with it. Afterall, i am a family member so i have no choice haha. Lama-lama dah biasa, tak kisah dah. Saya memerap kat rumah pun mereka dah tak hairan.. However, we are still looking forward for our own house in a near future.

Speaking of a job, I hold an office, 9 to 5 job while he has a ridiculous working hours. He works 7 days a week, no holidays as he is a self employed. No work, no money maa.. The only holiday is during hari raya and Gong Xi Fa Chai just because everybody takes a holiday too and no bussiness at that time. So, suami saya ni kerja apa? He is a pekebun, seorang bos, seorang kuli dsbg. Titik. Am i ashamed of his job? NOT at all.. He has his own meniaga spot at pasar borong selayang. Actually, it runs through the family. Last time it was his father's. Yes, he sells vegetables. He has his own customer and in fact, he supplied those veggies to F*M* that some of you might bought it from T*SC* or G*I*NT. Due to this, it is very much easier to eat anything because everything can be found at Pasar Borong right? I just had to order, "Papa, mama nak makan ketam, nak makan buah itu, nak makan ini.. "Alhamdulillah, he is capable enough untuk menyara kami bertiga. Cukuplah untuk makan-pakai, saving, sesekali outing. Alhamdulillah.

But last October he made up his mind. He wants to quit 'berniaga' as he wants to do something new. He passed the berniaga thingy to his brother as he wants to work the reserved agricaltural land out and to start his own bussines from zero. Berbudi pada tanah.. I was reluctant at first, afraid that it won't be success but after he gave me an assurance, i agreed. It took a few months to do some research on the net too (with my guidance, of course!as he is not an IT savvy,) and to get guidance from his (experienced) father. After a few discussion and advices, he is ready to start it but there is one BIG problem. The capital. Where to get it? from our savings? bank loans or loan sharks?? Problems..problems.. decision..decision..

Finally, he made one.I think he made a very manly, wisest decision for not giving up our savings. Instead, he sell off his car. He was reluctant at first and feel very sad but he has no choice. . I feel sad too because i really like the car excluding the fuel price, higher maintenance. But it is okay, we still have my car right? Although it is smaller, tapi cukuplah untuk kami bertiga buat masa ni.

So, here. He trade his car

It's okay papa, we can get better than this someday..


for this.

and this.

and more and more of it..

This is only the first phase and also the first step of the projects. There is like 3 more phase which insyallah akan diusahakan and 10 more steps?? Ni baru membajak, nanti nak buat batas, buat pagar, membaja..etc..etc..But insyaallah, by the end of the year, bila tanaman tu dah 'cukup haul' boleh lah 'merasa' hasilnya. You can do it papa. I am your no 1 fan. supporter.

At the moment, no more acara mengukur shopping mall every weekend as he is busy with this. I have to bear with it... Don't asked me what are my weekend plans because i will much do the same, staying at home.

So, this is me, proudly married to my petani husband, despite all the differences and arguments, we are still looking forward to grow old together and lead a better and happy future.

I Love you husband. You Can Do It.

Of My 9 Months Old Sarah

Mama takes time untuk update pasal Sarah 9 bulan ni. Okay, so here it goes.

1. Sarah dah tumbuh gigi masa 8 bulan ++ hari tu, tapi sangat kedekut nak bukak mulut nak amik gambar. Takut hilang ke anak oi? Gigi bawah, kecik sangat-sangat.

2. Perasaan curiosity melampau-lampau. Suka intai-intai cabinet atau celah bawah sofa.
3. Panjat memanjat dah jadi kerjaya tetap. Haa? tu mata ke mana tu??

4. Sangat clingy dengan mama dan papa. Kalau kami ada, susah sikit dia nak dekat orang.

5. Dah tak suka makan bubur nasi homemade. Mama kecik hati tau.. hahaha, takdela. Sarah lebih suka makan nestum. Breakfast makan nestum perisa epal kranberi, lunch and dinner makan yg perisa ikan.

6. Merangkak macam tak cukup tanah kalau nak kejar atau lari dari papa yg suka menyakat.

7. Sarah dah banyak kali terjatuh. Risau saya, tadi sebab nak cepat kejar papa, dia jatuh tersembam. Takut nya..

8. Susah nak pakaikan baju bila lepas mandi. Kena bergelut dengan si kecik tapi mestilah mama yang menang sebab mama besar. Sarah dak kecik.

9. Suka baby-talk, jerit-jerit.. awawawawawawa... yayayayayayayaya.. papapapapppapa.. emakkkk..abababababababa...mamamamamamama..

10. Sarah sekarang prefer tido dalam cot dari buai sebab boleh pusing-pusing.

11. Telah jadi 'alarm clock' mama dan papa pada wakt cuti sebab dia akan bangun pukul 6.30 am.

12. Suka tengok cermin. Perasan comel lah tu.. (memang comel pun.)

Gebu tak kita?? macam suntik botox tak??hehehe

13. Sarah kuat berpeluh. Ya Allah, janganlah dia mengidap hyperhyrosis macam saya. Seksa.

14. Lebih manja dengan papa dari mama.. uhuhuhu..

tengoklah video ni, bergurau senda dengan papa nya.

Sarah and Papa.

Dah penat?? Buzz Off..

8 Random Facts You Don't Want To Know.

Been Tagged by Ummi Balqis and Abot. Tapi Abot punye kena list kan 16 facts. So, kita pilih yang sikit lah ye. ;P

1. Saya seorang yang cepat naik angin. I know it's baaadddd. Currently working on how to overcome it. However, cepat juga nak cool..

2. Tak boleh suka pakai heels. Tapi sangat suka wedges sebab rasa stabil.

3. Pengidap hyperhidrosis. Tensen tul..

4. Selalu rasa tak selamat bila guna eskelator. Kalau nak melangkah mesti kira 1,2,3,4 and step. Dan mesti berada di sebelah kanan eskelator. Tak tahu kenapa. Fobia atau OCD. Mungkin dua-dua.

5. Suka makan pedas. Tak pedas takde selera. kadang-kadang sanggup makan nasi sambil gigit cili padi.

6. Sudah setahun lebih saya tak tengok wayang sebab takde masa. Nak tengok DVD pun payah sebab tak occupied lah.

7. Saya seorang planner. Tak suka buat kerja kelam kabut, kerja yang tak plan atau kerja yang terhegeh-hegeh. Kesian asistant saya.

8. Saya rindu nak makan dekat area Uniten dulu seperti Yankies, Kedai Gear Box, Char Kuey Teow dekat dengan pasar malam bangi, Kuey Teow Kungfu dekat Tropic Corner Upten, Asam pedas terubuk dekat Lot 10 Bangi, Bubur Nasi dekat Laa Rizz, Claypot dan waffle dekat Alamanda.. Rindunyer...

That's about it. So i'm tagging those yang tak buat lagi. TQ.

I've Got Mail.

I'm happy.. Been waiting for this parcel since yesterday..

Super lovely..

Confession of A Tired Mama

I had a very hard time putting my Sarah to bed tonight. I don't know why everything seems to be uncomfy for her. This is the mommyhood, i know. Everything will have it ups and downs. I tried my best to calm down.

I am alone, my husband went to a kenduri with my FIL. He may get back at 11 onwards. Whatever it is, i have to get her to sleep immidiately.

I let her out of her cot and put her at floor. She crawl towards the table lamp with the intention of grabbing the wire. I pull and grab her hand and put her in a walker. She cried out loud but i pretended not to hear it, yes to ignore her. She seems to understand and shut up. Good baby. Mama is so tired so please understand okeh. I lay down at the couch while taking a very deep breath..

As i felt better and calmer, i looked at her. She looked so sad with her tears at the corner of the eye. I feel so bad as i have neglected my own child. I called her name and she cried immidiately. Now i know that she too, was holding her feeling. She must be sad, not be loved and feel neglected.

I hugged her and say sorry. I Love love love love you Sarah.

I Missed AJL.

Geram sungguh. saya missed AJL malam semalam. saya dah dok canang kat kengkawan mesti tengok sebab contestant best-best belaka. Alih-alih, saya yang tak tengok.

Penat betul petang semalam. Kami pergi ke Kuala Selangor, melawat adik en husband kat asrama. Kebetulan dekat giler dengan Bukit Melawati. Akibat jakun dah lama tak naik bukit, maka hati ni melonjak-lonjak. Apatah lagi sekarang dah ada tram. Tak payah susah-susah sakit kaki jalan menonggek ke atas puncak. Bayar RM 2, naik lah keatas dengan rasa lega.

Siap sedia nak naik tram.

Tengok apa tu anak oiii...

Orang dah penat lah papa. Sandar jap..

Takde mende sangat lah atas tu. historical spot pun tutup. Yang banyak ni pakcik lotong. Ganas ok.

Tempat tinjau anak bulan bila nak puasa dengan raya. Penuh dengan pakcik lotong.

Ada rumah api juga. Kat bawah tu kan laut.

Masa turun ke bawah. rasa cool gila bila tram lalu kat celah Bandar Melawati.

Saya paling suka gambar ni. Sarah dengan enthusiastic look nya dan papa yang sedang senyum kambing simpul.

Kaki saya memang sakit. Penat gile walaupun tak berjalan kan. Ingatkan boleh rehat dalam kereta. Tapi tengok-tengok..

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Dak Tecik ni jugak. Takpe, Sarah kan anak, mama kan Mama..

My-Alia.com Contest.

I like bags. Any kind of bags as long as it fits my budget. Dah lama sebenarnya eyeing for Gin & Jacqie bag for its functional, stylish and practical design.

Macam tak percaya bila Ibu Alia is organizing a contest and the winner will take away either the Gin&Jacqie Hobo Bobo or Candy Stripe Paul. I love love love the pink bag.. Can you hear it Ibu Alia? hihihihi.

I read her blog since i started blogging after gave birth to Sarah. I got her blog add (masa aliaathirah.blogspot.com tu..) dari my Uni friend, Ummi Balqis. However i hardly give any comment as i just (and always) enjoy her writings.

So, here it goes ya.

1. What do i like about My-Alia.com?

:: I like her writings. Walaupun saya tak kenal Ibu Alia secara peribadi, saya rasa Ibu Alia is always being very down to earth and all her entry is honest, datang dari hati. She knows what to write and sangat berhati-hati dengan her writings which is very good.

:: She loves to share any useful tips or facts about her baby (hence the name of the blog kan?). Adalah a few things inspired i.e pernah terbaca yg Ibu Alia beli mat ABC utk Alia, terus berkenan nak beli untuk Sarah jugeee..

:: Saya lebih suka template baru blog Ibu Alia sekarang . Masa guna old template yg ada header besar , lambatnya nak display page. Sekarang tidak lagi.. ;D

2. and What do i dislike about My-Alia.com?

:: Takde apa yang tak suka, everything is ok cuma ada suggestion sikit. Sila proceed to no 3.

3. So, How to improve your blog?

Ada a few suggestion nak bagi untuk diperbetulkan. Maaf ya..

1. The spelling. Kadang-kadang saya encounter ada typo error. Saya pun biasa buat sebab nak cepat kan. Biasalah. Tapi untuk contest ni saya nak tegur yang sebetulnya, it's Gin & Jacqie babe, not Gin & Jackie.

2. I know that you just come out with this template, so banyak widgets dah lari dimension seperti your shoutbox and Mp3 (mp3 kah itu?). so bila2 free boleh fix balik kan? Jadi akan nampak lebih kemas.

4. What to write in future.

::Everything that you feel nak share with us. Don't stop blogging tau.

So Ibu Alia, kasilah saya chance menang pertandingan ini..;P..

Jadi, sape-sape nak menang itu bag, apa lagi..join ler..

Geram, Sedih dan Marah.

Kami suami isteri sangat bengang dengan ibu kepada Mak Ros (pengasuh Sarah).

Dah 2 hari Sarah menangis kesakitan sebab bum bum melecet. Malam semalam, sarah menangis tak berhenti-henti dari pukul 8 pm sampai pukul 10.30 pm. Kami memang dah takut sebab dia nangis lama sangat, tak nak berhenti. Saya dah takut, and start pikir bukan-bukan (Astaghfirullahalazim). Mujur dengan bantuan FIL, pakcik dan makcik Sarah dah okay.

::Nak tau kenapa bum bum Sarah melecet teruk?

kerana dia cirit birit.

::Kenapa dan bagaimana dia boleh kena cirit birit?

sebab ibu pengasuh (who happens to be my auntie ok n she used to babysit me when i was a baby too..) bagi Sarah makan Asam. Asam the junk food yang mempunyai tahap keasidan yang tinggi. What the hell is she thinking? Orang dewasa kalau makan asam pun sakit perut terus ke toilet, inikan pulak baby umur 8 bulan.

Saya sangat sedih pasal perkara ni. Tahu pun pagi tadi masa hantar Sarah ke rumah mak ros. Tanya dia ada tak sarah cirit birit kat rumah dia? Dia kata takde. Pastu saya bitau pasal hal sarah malam tadi. Saya tanya lagi, apa yang Sarah makan? Mak ros kata bubur nasi macam biasa lah. Lepas tu, anak dia citer kata nenek bagi makan asam. Mak ros tersentap, terkejut dengar citer anak dia. Saya muka masa tu memang dah bengang gila dah tapi tak terkata apa dah. Terus kiss Sarah dan blah gitu.

So, hari ni melecet tu dah kurang tapi still ada jugak and sarah still nangis2 cuma tak teruk macam semalam. Kami cuma sapu ubat melecet yang paed sarah bagi dulu. Kesian tengok dia nak duduk pun terjengket-jengket bum bum sebab sakit, pastu asik nak berdiri jer. Mesti penat kaki Sarah.

Susahlah macam ni. Saya kecewa tau. Ya, saya tau. nak best jaga lah anak sendiri. Tapi, takkanlah benda senang macam tu tak boleh nak pikir? Bagi makan asam ok.. Kami nak bagi makan limau pun pikir 2 kali.. Nak cakap, payah. Tak cakap, makan hati pulak. Susah betul kalau involve sedara mara ni.

If only i can be a full time housewife kan..

I've Been Tagged!

Dah seminggu lebih tinggalkan blog ni. Bukan apa, i am having a busy life. Many things happened to us. Will blog about it later, tapi hari ni nak bayar hutang tag (tag yang sama) dari leen and yanty.

Do you think you are hot?

I never come across to think about it..

Upload your favourite picture..

Why do you like the picture??
I manage to capture her smile on camera and to me, she has a very beautiful smile.

When was the last time you ate pizza??
Last week with yanty. We had the express combo pizza.

The last song you listen to
Situasi dari Bunkface. dengar dalam kereta on the way back dari ofis.

What name do you prefers besides yours?
I am grateful for my name.

5 People to tag :

I would love to tag these lovelies...

1. Shiela

2. Abot

3. Razzian

4. Nashrin

5. Azimah

Who is No 1?

She is my friend back in uni and till today. She creates the word " Che' Siti Gede'eh". Ha.ha. Leen and shila should remember this kan?

No 3 is having a relationship with.
Her husband. They are blessed with two kids but unfortunately, Allah s.w.t has taken back their second son. She is one tough lady that i know.

Say something about no 5.
She is my friend back at NEC who went for 1 year training in Japan and she left after one month of marriage. Another tough lady..

How about no 4?

She is my friend in secondary school. She is famous with her singing and writings. I can still remember all of us keep waiting to read her own version of novel and the stories were brilliant.

Who is no 2?

She is a friend of mine who got married at the same date as mine except for the different year. She is currently pregnant to her first baby. Good Job babe.. We used to be housemate and she is soo tidy that she will pick every trace of dust on the carpet while watching tv.

Aren't they a lovely unique person?

My Week(end)

It's a very tiring saturday. Piles of laundry that scream "wash me, wash me.." be patient clothes.. you have to wait since i am run out of place to hang you. Yesterday's laundry pun belum kering as matahari tak tunjuk muka langsung. I don't like rain.

I cooked chicken rice today. it's easy peasy and delicious of course. You have no choice but to eat it hubs, btw, IT IS delicious. (kasi Up sikit..) barulah motivated sikit.

OU is my destination yesterday. Mission: to change the Avent Magic Cup. It was just 5km to the destination when i realized that i did not bring along the magic cup. How could i be so careless. I had to turn back to get it and wasted another 20 minutes on the road. Shessh.. Luckily it can be changed or else i turned green..

I managed to get four office pants but still feeling sad for not able to fit the The Executive pants. They have in a bigger and smaller size than mine. The material is so good and it had 50% off. What a bargain. At last, i just bought the usual Padini and Seed pants only.

There was a plum shirt that i had been eyeing since last week and i bought it yesterday knowing that it will match the scarve i bought from BulanLuna. Unfortunately, it didn't and sux. Now i need to buy a new scarve and a blouse to match.

Where is Angeline? I couldn't find her and the counter has nobody. Where is my competent BC?? My wrinkles and eye bags are getting obvious day by day.

I saw one gladiator wedges at one new shoe shop at OU. I never like the gladiator shoes since to me, it will look best with capris and a boho skirt or anything that shows your ankle which i never wear. But the gladiator wedges is so nice and plus it is a wedges. Drool sekejap, but i did not buy it anyway.. i just bought a Primavera wedges at JJ because it has my size.

Before went back, i stopped by Starbucks to get my Java Chip for real and i bought Big Apple donuts too. Now i want to take back my words. I heart Big Apple for its exotic flavors but i still adore Dunkin Donuts peanut butter flavor and its wholemeal range. However both rocks!!

So much of my weekends. I am going back to my dad's tomorrow coz there is the discussion thingy on my sister's wedding next year..

Btw, i used the microsoft office (vista edition) for the first time and oh boy, it is very complicated. haha. Now i need to use it regularly because it took me 5 minutes to find the underline sign. haha.

Lately, i regularly had a headache during weekdays and never had it during weekends although how late i took my meals or how many pending chores are. Unlike during the weekdays especially at work, i need to take my meals on time and i can't be hungry, get stressed or i'll get the migraine attack. I think maybe it because i am surrounded with my love ones at home and family is the best remedy for me.

I shall have a great weekend before starting my first day at work of 2009. Be positive and be good and obedient worker. Whatever happens or any decisions or plans made, it doesn't matter to me anymore.

Night!

My Splurge..

I splurge quite a lot in these two weeks. Yes, it is the year end saving sales afterall. Must grab the opportunity right..?

Only 2 out of 5 wishlist have been fulfilled. I went to see my favorite Kose BC at Jusco OU, Angeline last friday but she took a break at that time. The available BC was not convincing enough. She made me unsure to decide on buying the eye essence. I did not buy it anyway.

So, what do i get for myself?

- The watch and i am lovin' it.

- Many tops. I had 9 new tops overall and i just realize i had them in a quite similar colors: 3 green tops, 3 purple-pink-ish, one grey, off white and brown tops each. Got them from Jusco, The Executive, NafNaf, EIC and Zara.

- A new scarves to match with the tops. Thanks to a dear friend who just got back from her holiday ;). But i still need a grey and dark green scarves.

- A few small brooches from Tiffany (bukan Tiffany & Co ye, saya tak mampu lagi)

- Sarah's apparel (toys, shoe and clothes) from Mothercare, and signed up for membership. I loike.. and Zara Baby too.

- L'occitanne perfumes and shea butter sets and get signed up for membership too.

- Top up a bit to buy a new stroller for Sarah.

i have so many shopping cards these days that it does not fit my purse anymore and it gets too bulky. I keep 5 medical cards for sarah too and insyaallah three more our medical insurance cards soon. But i don't have a budget to buy a mew one for a moment lah.

That's about it. I have settled all my cc bills just now so no more swiping after this. But there are still a few items that i haven't got.

- A nice comfy shoe. I saw one Hush Puppies last sunday but it is way too expensive with RM 300. erkkk.. But i have a RM50 voucher for my birthday from JJ.

- A few pair of pants (black, grey and cream). My office pants look so washed out and old and a lil' bit loose. Of course lah kan since i bought it when my weight is 65kg (after confinement) now definitely not fit me kan..

Since i am going to OU tomorrow to exchange the Avent magic cup, maybe i shall wander and do some window shopping because we need another window. (haha tak lawak langsung)

and i am going to get my fav Java Chip tomorrow.

and go to the bank too..

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah perjalanan ku pada esok hari. Amin.

Hello 2009.

Hello 2009..

Saya harus redha dengan situasi ini. Happiness itu saya yang tentukan dan yaa.. Allah tu Maha Adil kan? Pada Nya, itu yang terbaik buat saya untuk balance up my work and personal life kan. Afterall, I have my own family waiting for me at home. Alhamdulillah.

Hidup ini sebagaimana yang kita tentukan. R.E.S.P.E.C.T.


** Entah macam mana terdelete previous entry padahal niat dihati nak edit saja..