Of Award and Badges..

Sarah,

Sebenarnya dari hari tu lagi kawan-kawan mama suruh amik award dan badge ni.

Mama dapat throphy ni.. Dari Aunty Razzian

walaupun Ramadhan tinggal lagi seminggu lebih, mama tetap nak pass kan ini kepada Ummi Balqis, Yanty, Abot dan Nashrin.

Then, ada lagi. award2 kat bawah ni suma nya dari ,Ummi Balqis .

Yang ni pun nak bagi pada Yanty, Abot, Razzian dan Nashrin.

Pastu ada lagi kat bawah ni khas untuk Razzian juga.

Ambil jangan tak ambil.. pastu pi lah pass kan award ni pada orang lain pula... Meriah gitu!

Tagging Game.

Ok, ni nak buat tagging setelah di tag oleh Leen aka Ummi Balqis

1st time naik aeroplane

Oh, saya memang fobia dengan tempat tinggi. First time naik masa gi Sarawak tahun lepas sebab urusan kerja. Tak suke..Menci tau..sakit telinga..

1st time beranak

Pada 19 April 2008, hari sabtu pada pukul 5.49 petang untuk Sarah Khadeja. Sakit...

1st time gi oversea

Nada (never)

1st time duduk jauh dengan family

Masa form 1. Masuk asrama. mula2 excited pastu 2 bulan homesick. Hari hari tepon mak suruh bawak balik.

1st time keje
Habis spm. 1 hari je. Jadi pembantu nurse kat klinik. Tak tahan sebab kebetulan ada orang accident and nampak darah terus pitam.

1st time rasa diri gemok

Masa memula join Uniten. Memanglah badan berisi masa tu tapi i always confident about my body. Tapi bila ada certain friends yang cam rude and make funny out of it, sebenarnya rasa kecil sangat hati.

1st time bercinta

I mean real love lah ye? Masa umur 20 tahun dah gatal2 bercinta dengan my hubby sekarang. ( Mak bapak suh belajar, aku ke lain..hahaha)

1st time rasa diri cantik

Masa jerawat dah hilang dari permukaan muka. Terima kasih felisa..

tapi sekarang ni, i always feel beautiful inside out. wah gitu!!

1st time masuk cinema

Saya memang tak merasa macam2 waktu kecik. First time masuk cinema pun masa umur 18 tahun dengan kawan2 pi tengok citer X-Men. Masa tu wahead (housemate) yang belanja.. siap cakap lagi, ko jangan cakap tau dekat Ida (the other housemate) yang aku belanja..hahahaha..

pilihan hati untuk kena tag?? - Yanty , Abot , Razzian dan Nashrin .

Sila buat jangan tak buat okey kengkawan....

Sarah is 5 Months Old Today

Tak sangka, how time flew fast. Sarah dah pun 5 bulan. Sarah is now weigh 6.5 kg. Tak besar sangat tapi alhamdulillah setiap bulan berat badan bertambah.

Jadi milestone untuk Sarah is........................

1. Memang dah boleh fully turn dengan jayanya dan boleh turn back semula walaupun kadang2 fail juga.

2. Kepala tegap (actually dah tegap since she still 1 month old lagi. Alhamdulillah berkat consume Anmum 2 kali sehari selama 9 bulan without fail dan makan calcium pill juge)

3. Sarah still pakai barut sebab muat lagi.

4. Sarah masih tidur berbedung tapi lately ni dah tak bedung selalu sebab sarah nak tidur mengiring sambil peluk bantal.

Tido kadang2 bedung, kadang2 tak bedung

5. Sudah sangat alert dengan environment contohnye kalau nampak mama dengan papa bersiap, mula lah kaki nak 'berkayuh' melonjak suruh angkat. Kalau tak angkat menangis. Nak kata takmo baring, tapi bila letak dalam baby carier terus diam.

6. Suka pegang and grab apa aja barang depan mata. Bantal kepala pun Sarah dah boleh angkat guna dua tangan macam style angkat berat tu..

Tengah kusyuk dengan teether dia.

7. Suka gile tengok tv dan yang paling terharu sekali bila tengah menangis dan at the same time kat TV ada azan, sarah akan automatically diam dan berpaling ke arah tv. Macam menghayati. Tapi, bila azan habis sarah continue menangis..hahaha..

8. Dan yang paling best sekali.. Sarah dah tak jaga malam dah. Ada juga sesekali tapi boleh dibilang dengan jari. Now, Sarah akan tidur lepas maghrib lepas minum susu and jaga balik dalam pukul 11 0r 12 malam. Minum susu semula dan terus tidur balik sampai pukul 5.30 am ~ 6.00 am. Kadang2 sampai ke rumah mak Ros pun Sarah tidur lagi.. Very good. Heaven tidur macam ni..hihihih

Ni yang paling best. Tengah syok tido. Sapa kata kalo dah biasa tido kat buai, baby tak nyenyak tido dalam cot?

Should I or Shouldn't I Change My Job?

Ok, this entry agak memualkan and exaggerating. Prepare yourself with a bucket and ready to puke.

I am bored. yeap, to the max! Why? because i don't like my job. despite the salary and the big fat bonus we'll get every year. Well, I do like my current job but in a different perspective. I guess i slipped into a different league which totally don't suit me that well. But I fairly learn about it and quite success in my current area. Everything seems to be on my finger tips. But that is it. I just learn what i need to learn and to know. Not more than that. So unsatisfying me! The only good about the job is the job itself. No rush, a little bit of stress that by the time it's 5.45pm u'll totally forget about that, No hassle, No everything. Nothing actually. I don't feel worked. Unlike my N3C days (which were 20x hectic and stressful that you can't sleep properly at nights, and sometime i secretly cried at 12 midnight while waiting at the assembly machine to complete the engineering lot . Haha..rahsia terbongkar) but towards the end of the day, i felt happy and satisfied. Then i found this at Blogthings and tried it out..

Your Job Satisfaction Level: 58%

Your job is about average. There are some parts you really enjoy, and some parts that stress you out. It's possible that you need a small change. Maybe you should switch companies or positions. It's also possible that you're simply burned out. No job is perfect, even a great one. Give yourself a personal day to think about your career goals - and if your current job is helping you achieve them.

Should You Get a New Job?

See, only 58% of satisfaction. Yes, maybe I need a change like switch a company or a department. Hmm.. Ok,

If I were to change a department, I want:-

- A good, firm boss who will stick to the SOP no matter what.

- A boss who remembers what he said after 24 hrs.

- A boss who will stop saying, " Saya bukan apa, saya tak percaya pada si polan-si polan"

- A boss who knows how to delegate his work to the subordinates other than the usual me and yanti

- A boss who brave enough to speak his mind and propose for things that we loooooooooooonging to have.

- No dummy boss to a boss please.

or

If I were to change a company, I want:-

- A good salary

- More or at least the same rate of bonus like now.

- 9 am to 5 pm working time.

- Working from home is allowable. (Brownie point!)

- Internet connection for every employee.

- Designated room for every executive level and above (many company provide this)

- Unlimited claimable medical allowance including maternity periodical check ups and labor charges.

Ok that's all. Agak- agak ada tak?

My abilities and strength is:-

- I follow SOP strictly.

- I think i am a left brainer.

- I am able to make the other party to respond to my urgent email ASAP. ( Everybody can too by using a proper words. A simple writing like " Dear Ms Blah" Please refer to the attachment and respond to it" is a major No-No.

- I am good at technical report writing with the course taken during my uni days and my N3C days.

- I am a certifed auditor for ISO TS16949 but have no chance to utilise it yet.

- I am a mother. I suffered the most painful thing (giving birth). So what makes you think i am not capable enough to your company?

p/s: Agak-agaknya ada tak potential future bosses yang terbaca..Ha ha ha

Entry ini is only related to myself and the immediate boss only. The company is proven as among the top Malaysian brand/company. The success of the company is in a hands of inspiring, commited and brave management and directors.

I got a new haircut

During office hour boleh pi curik keluar with my partner in crime, Yanty pegi bank and potong rambut. Takpe, my boss doesn't read my blog. Blog pun dia tak tahu ape makna. Niat nak potong rambut dah lama since rambut dah panjang and paling worst gugur yang amat. Buka gugur sikit2 tapi BAAAANYAK gile. tak pernah rambut gugur sebanyak ini. Ampun, rasa stress sangat. Tak suka ok bila sikat rambut mesti berguguran banyak gila. Orang2 tua kata disebabkan bila baby dah start main air liur, rambut mama dia akan gugur. Tak tahu apa yang related nye tapi bila ingat balik betul juga. Dulu masa Sarah 1-2 bulan, tak main air liur rambut tak gugur pun.... Oh btw, pergi lah satu hair salon kat Rawang tu. Ok gak kat situ. They were very friendly and bagi banyak tips mengenai rambut. So, I cut my hair short. Sebenarnya nak sangat bela rambut panjang tapi bila gugur sangat menyakitkan jiwa. Hubby pun complain sebab kat lantai jatuh, kat katil pun. Sampai nak sikat rambut je, pi sikat kat bilik air.Hahaha..

Suka rambut pendek ni tapi rasa-rasanya terlampau pendek kut hair stylist tu potong. takpe nanti panjang balik. (nak sedap kan hati sendiri). Balik kerja buat surprise kat hubby sebab dia tak tahu saya nak potong rambut hari ni. Tapi dia dah bagi green light ok. Tapi masalahnya, rambut dah pendek pun still gugur lagi ni.. Jadi harus apply hair tonic yang dibeli kat salon tadi selalu.

Please hair, get back to normal asap. I nak wat style lain kalau rambut dah ok..

The Competetive Niece

I think most budak kecik especially girls are being very competetive among them. I still remember when i was small and always being compared with my cousin (same age with me) in everything. Sangat pressure ok. Tapi sekarang ni, dah nampak dah yang competetive culture nak menular kepada Sarah. My 5 year old niece of hubby's side is the one. According to her mom, this adorable girl namely Ada, tak mahu kalah kalau bercakap tak kira dengan sesiapa pun. Budak kecik, Orang dewasa, atuk, nenek suma nak menang, unlike her little brother, Iman. We find it funny anyways. Everytime she came to our home, dia akan bukak Sarah's closet and claim that she has everything bigger or nicer than what Sarah has. Her usual lines are "Ala, kita pun ada benda ni, lagi cantik/besar tapi kat rumah" but when he brother heard and he knew that it is a plain lie, he quickly said " Tak, Ada tipu. Mana ada kat rumah". This girl kencenggg kuat nih. Kelakar betul. Abis adik dia kena ketuk kepala.

Satu hari, masa kat HBSB tengah duduk-duduk ada seorang budak pakai rantai manik which she also wore but the girl's bigger. Then my hubby (hubby pun satu) saja menyakat dia, " Ada, tengok budak tu punya rantai lagi besar dari Ada.." and her reply was her usual line la.." Kita pun ada, tapi kat rumah" My hubby dah gelak sakan dah..

This is the girl. Nampak tak rantai manik tu?

Habis Sarah macam ni, nasib baik their age gap pun besar. I just hope Sarah tak macam tu. It is good actually to be competetive but better to keep within ourselves aje kut.. But little girls are just little girls. We find everything on them funny, cute and adorable.

My Mammut

Sarah,

mama dah tak backache lagi sebab dah beli Mammut. Mammut sungguh merah dan best. Mama sangat suka. Perhaps Sarah nak tengok cemana Mammut ni kan?

Ni lah dia, ini dari pandangan depan mama. Sarah yang dekat belakang tu dalam buaian.

Dan sambil-sambil ber blog dan pantau memantau Sarah nih, mama menikmati float dan coklat Crunchie, jadi bila Sarah dah besar dan baca blog ni, Sarah akan dapat jawapan kenapa mama tak berapa kurus.

Tapi, mama tahu yang Sarah sangat baik dan pandai mengambil hati mama lalu Sarah akan berkata " Mama lah orang yang paling cantik dalam dunia ni tau" . Betul kan?

Shopping Raya

Last monday, both me and hubby took a leave sebab nak settle kan our things. End up, that thing habis awal pulak around 10 am. Kami headed straight to Sogo to shop for raya. This year first time raya ada baby jadi mestilah nak meriah-meriah sikit. Since sampai awal, dapatlah park kat B1. Best betul2 depan entrance. As usual Sogo memang ramai orang tapi tak seramai manusia during the member's card sale. Alhamdulillah, dapat shopping dengan jayanya. Hubby was very excited sebab men's clothing murah-murah belaka.

Hasil shopping selama 4 jam

Ni pula baju Sarah. Nothing branded, just ordinary brand kat Sogo tu..

Ni pula, mama punya stuff. Kasut tu beli kat Sogo, memula usha the same Hush Puppies yang rabak tu, tapi less 10% aje jadi rm 218. isk..tak jadi beli. Then kat Bonia ada sale and harganya pun rm 149 only. Beli aje lah, kebetulan ada size, kasut makcik pun makcik lah.. The tudungs beli kat Turkuaz Boutique. Sangat suka butik ni sebab designnyer different walaupun agak pricey than kedai lain. Terus apply member's card. Next time beli boleh dapat less. Untung besar. As of now, dah 8 helai beli kat situ. More to come insyaallah. This boutique located betul2 opposite sogo. Tak yah nak jalan jauh-jauh sampai ke Jalan Bunus tu.

Tu je, hubby punye stuff tak payah tunjuk sebab boring..hahaha..men's clothing nothing fancy kan..kan.. tapi hubby lah manusia antara kami tiga orang yang shopping paling banyak on that day. Oh ye, on the way back terus singgah ke Ikea untuk beli Mammut desk yang di wish kan dalam blog..

Sarah, mama belum beli kuih raya satu pun lagi..

Baju raya pun belum siap lagi........................

The Day That Sarah Need To Be Locked Up

Lama betul tak update kat blog sebab M.A.L.A.S. pardon me! Okay, since sarah dah pandai turn, dia asyik nak turn ajer. But the worst thing is Sarah tak boleh nak terlentang balik. End up, bila sarah dah tiarap, dia akan bersusah payah berhempas pulas nak ke depan tapi since tangan tak kuat sangat, she failed. Most of the times, kami akan bagi dia semangat like " go sarah go, you can do it..." but she always failed. Being a proud and patience parents, kami akan betulkan badan dia to menelentang position. Then after a few second, she will turn back, then cry, kita betulkan. That is our routine la now. Tapi, last saturday, mama tak dapat sabar. Masa petang around 7 pm, dah nak dekat berbuka dah. Mama was busy at the kitchen nak hidang-hidang semua when Sarah nak 'turn-fail-cry-turn back'. Papa pulak takde. At first mama layan. tapi bila dah banyak kali and during that time mama tengah hiris-hiris ayam. Kejap-kejap kena basuh tangan sebab nak angkat Sarah. Wah, payah ni.. At last the wisest solution is.......................................................

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To put her in a cot. Since cot nyer space tak besar, Sarah tak dapat nak turn. Dia diam aje.. Sorry Sarah.. Tapi lepas dah siap tu, mama cepat-cepat angkat Sarah balik tau sayang.

Ada juga tu percubaan untuk meniarap. Akhirnya Sarah pasrah dan redha. Bad me..

The Day That I Felt Extremely Angry

I so hate today. There goes my pahala berpuasa for today. Cursing this fella all the day long. Begini ceritanya. My hush puppies kasut kerja yang baru di beli 3 bulan lepas, was bitten , koyak by our neighbor's dog. This melayu ( i wonder why he needs to bela the anjing) neighbor is also my cousin. Before this, ramai dah yang dah complaint. Come on, kita dekat melayu community and muslim lagi. But this stupid cousin takde sensitivity langsung. Duk biar anjing dia berlari-lari, masuk kawasan rumah orang. The most affected house is ours since we are the nearest. This dog (konon nama Tony) suka lepak depan pintu dapur, imagine aku takleh nak bukak pun pintu tu..takut + geli, dia juga suka menggesel2 kan badannya di dinding rumah ku. And the worst pernah ternampak dia menggesel2 kan badannya pada baju2 kami yang bergantungan. We have complaint about this to the stupid cosin, and guess what his answer is.. Ala, kalo dia datang, baling aje dengan kayu atau batu.. Bodoh betul! Pernah my hubby's Fila kena bawak lari dek Tony tapi tak koyaklah, ada kesan cakar. Tapi korang selera ke nak pakai kasut kena air liur anjing..Eeeii najis mughalazah.

So yesterday's night, my hubby baru balik then dia nampak kasut sepah2 kat luar which is totally not our attitude kan, so he, without expecting anything pun susun ajer kasut tu sebab gelap kat luar tak nampak apa-apa. And malam tadi yours truly mimpi bunuh orang, tak tau apa maksudnya. Sekali pagi tadi nak gi keje, capai kasut dari rak, tengok dah rabak sebelah dan bertanda tanah.

Nampak tak bahagian yang rabak tu??

Ni pulak belah kanan. Nampak kesan tanah.

Pandangan Atas Defek

Pandangan depan. sungguh keji.

Ciss.. ni mesti kerja Tony, anjing sepupu ku yang bodoh. Serta merta darah dah mendidih. Nak nangis pun ade. Yelah, kasut harga 2 rat ++, baru pakai 3 bulan dah rabak. Sebab dah lambat, tak sempat nak moody lama2. segera cari kasut lain kat rak dalam rumah. Pakai lah Scholl yang dah usang tuh.

Then I called his wife this morning:

Me: Hello, kak zai. tengah buat ape tu. busy ke..

She: Tak busy. Tengah tengok budak2 ni ha..kenapa?

Me: Takde, nak cakap sikit ni, jangan marah lah. Saya rasa Tony gigit kasut saya semalam sampai koyak. Pagi tadi nak pi keje dah takde kasut.

She: Ye ke, dulu kasut awang( my hubby) yang kena. Tak tahulah kenapa Tony ni suka sangat dengan kasut, Kasut budak2 kat rumah ni pun semua habis.. ( Ada aku keesssah..??)

Me: Tu lah, Ni lah nak cakap ni.

She: Yerlah, nanti akak cakap dengan abang izam (cousin aku yang bodoh tu)

Me: Yer lah.

Then terus hang up. Me still rasa tak puas hati sebab tak dapat nak let her know everything yang tersirat kat hati yang tengah marah. terus sms dia.

"Kak zai, kami mintak tolong sangat ikat Tony sebab dia selalu menggesel2 badan kat dinding, pastu kena kain kat ampaian. Kami tak berapa senang hal ni. Minta maaf banyak2 kalau terasa hati" Tengok aku pulak yang siap minta maaf.

And tonight, my hubby akan bercakap pulak dengan cousin aku tuh. Tengoklah nanti jadi cemana. I don't really mind kasut yang koyak tapi dia mesti ikat Tony. supaya orang lain tak kena macam kami. But he seems to ignore lah kitorangnyer complaint. Petang tadi balik kerja, nampak Tony berlari2 lagi. Bodoh betul.

To my stupid cousin, semoga Allah memaafkan dosa anda yang membuat orang lain susah. Tapi, kami personally, TIDAK memaafkan anda atas apa yang berlaku sebab ia melibatkan najis mughalazah. Sekiranya tanpa kami sedari ada bahagian Tony terkena kain baju kami yang diguna untuk buat sembahyang, anda tanggunglah semua dosa-dosa kami. wahai cousin ku yang tak reti bahasa. Baru jadi AJK parti *K* dah eksyen lebih. konon macam bagus.

Lebih baik aku berjiran dengan non-melayu. walaupun bela anjing lebih sensitif dengan surrounding. If takde perubahan, i'll go extra mile to ensure anjing tu diusir jauh-jauh.

There goes my pahala puasa untuk hari ni. Semoga Allah memaafkan dosa saya. Yang Elok itu datang dari Allah, Yang buruk semuanya dari saya.

The Awaited Moment.

Sarah dah boleh turn. At last! Moment yang papa and mama tunggu-tunggu kan selama ini and the most importantly this time, we manage to catch it first. Bukan Mak Rose, her babysitter.

Eh, bole ke tak bole kita turn ni??

Waa..bole lah..mama dengan papa tengoklah kita cepat.

Isk..penat ni..

Takpe, usaha tangga kejayaan. Gambatte!

The Day That I finally Bought It.

Finally I bought my first laptop. It's HP-Compaq and bought it at IT One @ One Utama. The SA was very helpful and friendly too. I decided to give a name , so let it be name 'Marc'. He is all that I need; black, sleek, reliable and most importantly he satisfy my current needs perfectly. Yaayy!! My new Compaq

And this is also the first time I use my CC. I never swipe my CC on any purchase because I reserve it for extremely emergency occasions. I will never buy anything that I couldn't afford and I rather wait than making more debts. But last Saturday, I HAVE to use it because first; the ATM machine at HBSB was not functioning and Second; A very-very long queue for ATM at OU that I need to spent 1 hr just for the queue. So, that's it! There goes my cc virginity.

Hence, I have to say goodbye to this ever berjasa desktop that was bought by my hubby back then.

or I shall pass this to Sarah once she grow up for her menggodek-godek supaya tak kacau laptop mama. Now, sebab takde desk , i have to use it sambil berbaring.. Habis badan ku.. All backache. Jadi next purchase haruslah beli desk. Actually, dah eyeing on this simple children's desk at Ikea. Comel.. It's striking and it's red.. Love it.
Suka....