I'm 15 Weeks on a P Mode.

Yes people, I am 15 weeks pregnant and I am in my early second trimester now. It took me a while before officially announcing it openly for the below reason:-

1. I was in denial at first, could not believe that I was pregnant. Why? Most of my close friends/relatives knew that I waited for a year before able to concieved Sarah, but only a few knew that I seek for O&G help (with Allah's blessing) to have Sarah.

2. Yes, this baby is unplanned but he/she is much welcome by us. This baby is a blessing from Allah. Many fortunate things happened to us ever since I am carrying her/him. With that, Syukur Alhamdulillah.

3. The first trimester for this pregnancy was smooth. Yes there are the neusea feeling (still am) but, I feel good most of the time. Syukur for the easy journey.

4. I still took the very bumpy pathway to avoid traffic jams when returning home from work and for 3 months I kept praying for Allah to save the fetous in my womb and everyday I keep asking myself, could I still be pregnant?

5. So yesterday during my monthly visit, I could clearly seen my baby's heartbeat, cute hands and limbs and that made me believe I am still pregnant!

Tho' I was thrilled and surprised by ths pregnancy, a visit to the O&G is my routine since the first month itself. Especially when I was about to visit Korea and with the H1N1 cases which seems not the best time to fly, and when the company doctor scares me with taking a flu injection during the first trimester. (Note: Thanks to shila for always being my google agent when I'm at work. She helped googling on the flu injection btw) However my O&G specialist assured me and as what he always mention, every pregnancy carries a risk even at 0.0001% so we as a human must believe in faith and at the same time take necessary precautions to avoid or to protect ourselves as well as the baby.

Well, I already updating this blog with the baby ticker (as well as the overall layout). Enough with my pregnancy news for now, and I may write another entry on my journey before able to conceive Sarah. Perhaps, some people might need that info.