Accepting it in a positive way.

How do you people tolerate with your body issues? I know, i know some of you never experience it before. Thank god that you are so blessed with good body and skin. But I am not.

I am having several body issues this week.

I have pimples (and some of them are huge) popped out of my chin. I really hate it at first and can't help to think that people are talking to my pimples when they are actually talking to me. As far as I remember, this is the first time I develop (ceh, still nak guna ayat-ayat ilmiah) lotsa pimples on my face after I gave birth to my child. It has been a year now and I am still not sure what causes it because;

1) I stopped taking the pills. Yes I took Yasmin pills just for precaution. Some people says it is not good but If Allah decides to grant us another baby, it will happens no matter what. But the moment I stop taking them, my face gradually develop those pimples. On the other hand, I don't have any period pains anymore and my period flow is not as heaviest as before.

2) I changed my facial cleanser. Still using Kose but last time it was the acne bar and now i am using whitening face powder. My weakness when choosing beauty products. Having said that, my face become brighter (not whiter ya) especially after our Langkawi trip that burnt my face.

3) I eat lots of chocolates(with peanuts, almonds and any kind in a nut family). I mean really really lot. and I think that is the major pimple contributor for me. But I love almond chocolates. Eating a plain milk chocolates bore me. It is like all of a sudden it melts in my mouth and dissapear.

I have body rashes. Suddenly my whole body rasa gatal-gatal and timbul ruam merah yang kecil. What did I miss?

Change the bedsheet? checked. Towels checked. Tak mandi? oh never in my entire life tak mandi walau satu hari. Nyamuk? No.

I hate my gatal-gatal badan mode.

I think my tummy is a little bit buncit this week. My pants are shrinking! Chehh.. No no, I am blaming it to my period. Kan during the period days our tummy will have slight bulge? kan.kan? Oh kalau bukan pun takpe because I want to remain positive.

This is my body issues. Yes it bothers me but definitely it is not a major issue. I have more important things to bother like my kid, my husband, my sister's wedding and even my work. So getting stressed over these things are so not totally worth my life. I try to embrace it and taking it in a positive way.

I eat chocolates but I develop pimples but since chocolates makes me happy, so I am happy.